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On Man

by On Man

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Outside I know Another part of me That can let go A separate stream Inside I hold I tense at what I see Inside I fold And split apart the seams Have we lost our motion Have we lost our soul Have we lost all our control Or is it worse than it seems Are we in contortion Are we out of mode Have we lost all our control Or is it worse than it seems Outside I hope That you’re not alone That it’s sober in the end That it’s sober in the end
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You said it from the start We’re more than a mile apart Call me animal Still looking for Noah’s ark Call me a cannibal Then I left a hole in your heart Hole in your heart when I Left my phone in your car You’re like a loan shark Once you let go of the past I swear it’s been about a year Guess my roly’s fast Heartbreak will send a woman wild And now some little dick is Gonna make her smile Now it’s just me myself And the only eye Got my head doing circles I guess it’s only pi No apology from here Coz I ain’t liable How could you go and find a square And make a triangle? You drive me round the bend whether Automatic or manual Upside down my World’s feeling satanical Text messages Scriptures and parables So many hate your Shit is getting casual Not to call you liar I’m the person that fired you Man slaughter killed it But I was trying to Heartbreak will send a woman wild And now some little mug is Gonna make her smile Overreacting like there ain’t other guys That lost their composure and told A couple of lies No apologies here Coz I ain’t liable How could you go and find a square And make a triangle
4.
Survive This 03:49
I know we’re kinda trying But maybe we can try a little more Stop the denying Oh baby it’s just so predictable I always get it on the third, fourth, fifth guess I keep wondering how long we can survive this Survive this Tell me have you already let go Tell me how am I supposed to know When every time you hold me close I feel so far away and I can’t tell the truth from lies when they all sound the same Tell me have you already let go Tell me how am I supposed to know When every time you hold me close I feel so far away and I can’t tell the truth from lies coz they all sound the same Baby we’re acting like infants Can’t we just learn to get along Give our hands and throats distance Before there’s nothing left to keep us strong We always make up on the third, the fourth, the fifth try So why is it so hard for me to know if we’re gonna survive? If you can give the truth and take the consequences Bear to say the words with no hesitation oh baby I can say goodbye if goodbye is the end
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If one thing’s for certain We begin just to end It’s not an if but a when If one thing’s for certain We’ll never get this again We’ll never be permanent We made a little place in limbo Made out of silence instead Of what should have been said It doesn’t matter how far we go We’re stuck here until we find our Memento mori, memento mori, memento mori I want to feel alive, want to feel alive again So let’s remember before we, remember before we, remember before we Both go and forget That this has got to end As the shadows creep long And the time runs short And the pulse has gone And now is all we’ve got to Hold on to; My grip is getting loose I’m going to slip and fall soon So help me find Our memento mori, memento mori, memento mori I want to feel alive, want to feel alive again So let’s remember before we, remember before we, remember before we Both go and forget That this has got to end Mmmm Hourglass, Our last moments
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Sever 02:48
Give me mine A touch of the kinda Love you like Sweet yet so bad coz Behind your eyes I see my fate You could sever my arms But I’d still be here hanging on You could tear out my tongue I would still find words to share our love If this is our Final encounter Then don’t be shy Do what you have to You could sever my arms But I’d still be here hanging on You could tear out my tongue I would still find words to share our love
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In lost and found With the keys and the wallets Did I let you down Or did you just forget about us Waiting for you to come and claim me And take me home I think you made your point in this Waiting for you to come and claim me And take me home There must be something 'bout me you missed Tell me I’m wrong Tell me you’re not coming That won’t stop me waiting Won’t stop me waiting Sweet anticipation I just woke up here With the coats and the jackets Felt a wave of fear So I thought of you and drowned it Waiting for you to come and claim me And take me home I think you made your point in this Waiting for you to come and claim me And take me home There must be something about me you missed Tell me I’m wrong Tell me you’re not coming That won’t stop me waiting Won’t stop me waiting Sweet anticipation Sweet anticipation Tell me your secrets All that you know Coz your silence is filling me with hope Tell me your secrets All that you know Coz your silence is filling me with hope Coz the silence is filling me with sweet anticipation The silence is filling me with sweet anticipation
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Make up all on my clothes And I can’t stop drinking after my shows Can’t help but think they’re after my dough Thought I was on a roll Friends act like me and money I told him to let him be Funny thing his profile pic resembles me Now everyone wanna become a team They all wanna plug in soon as you grab the lead Said I’m motivated by greed God please tell these people I’m motivated by needs Blaming everything on alcohol Better than blaming it on Al Capone They’re away from gold Now away from quitting Felt every part of women except for my baby kicking Maybe that’s what I’m missing Maybe I’m thinking it to existence Maybe I’m thinking I might be winning Throw a curve ball tell everybody I might be finished Come back next inning with a gold medal And act like I been chilling Said I’m motivated by greed God please tell these people I’m motivated to feed Think I’m automatically cheating I’m surprised that she heard that I’m definitely not for keeps What’s the point of a rapper that don’t speak Whole lot of rapping but nothing is underneath Touché that’s a good one Please understand that she graduated from hoodlum Too proud from the too proud Guess it’s better than hearing from me that you’re too loud Or hearing from me you’re too wild Please come again that’s it you gotta move out Nightmares from the past Go to battle with anybody in charge Must be something I got from class House with no power was following in the dark
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Silence Oh Moyle The roar of your water Break not your breezes your chain of repose With your mournful mourners Lir’s lonely daughter Tells to the night Her tale of woes When shall the swan Her death note singing Sleep with wings Her darkness furled When shall heaven It’s sweet bells ringing Call my spirit from this stormy world
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There’s something in my blood Is it affection Or infection There’s something in my gut I need to cut out the Feeling eating me up Hungry for the love before An appetite for something raw Do you recognise the side effects Can you smell it on my sweat Can you hear it on my breath I tried to bury my regrets But it’s still alive inside A parasite There’s something fucking up I need to shut down Soaked with the feeling that I can’t ignore Stuck with all I’m sorry for

about

After recently signing with us here at Houndstooth, London-based producer On Man whose previous collaborations include Giggs, Darq E Freaker, Zebra Katz and Mr Hudson amongst others, has today announced his debut self-titled album is due July 15th and is sharing new single & video "Memento Mori", featuring vocalist Tailor.

With roots in hip hop, pop and electronica On Man uses these sonic foundations as tools to carve a new space filled with corroded, cinematic left-field pop that explores themes of love, grief, and rediscovery and new single "Memento Mori" is the latest example of this, following on from recent single "Squares and Triangles".

Speaking about the single, On Man said "'Memento Mori' started life as a kind of bittersweet, romantic song about coming to terms with a break-up. But, when my mum unexpectedly died, I revisited the lyrics and, although the words were the same, it now had this parallel narrative for me: How might I had felt had I known she was going to die? Would I have made more of an effort to make amends in the remaining time we had?"

On the visuals, On Man added "We’re secretly watching a couple in this strange domestic space, floating within a limbo-like void. Grief shapes us. Mutates us. We can speak of it, releasing its power a bit, or we can keep silent, until we have mutated into something else entirely. The characters have slowly changed in this limbo; they’ve forgotten who they were, what they were. They’ve developed this physicality and these coping movements that, to them, feel natural and essential but, to us as voyeurs, seem totally strange. The space itself has also morphed and mutated to reflect what’s going on with the characters.

It was such a pleasure to work with the actors, Hebe Beardsall and Jethro Skinner on this. It was a single-take shot and we only had three versions of the prosthetics (that get destroyed within the filming process), so they had to be incredibly precise with their choreography. Fortunately they nailed it on the third take!"


On Man’s creative roots lie deep. An artist with a unique gift for sound design, he’s able to conjure perfect pop songs and then corrode them, revealing the emotional truths underneath. An electronic artist with a human touch, he’s worked in the studio for an array of other artists, as well as delivering huge cinematic soundtrack projects, all while pursuing his own solitary agenda.

On Man’s eponymous debut album is his graduation point, a record framed by grief, the loss of identity, and the process of rediscovery. Challenging and rewarding in equal measure, it’s a revelatory listen. “It’s all been leading up to this point,” he explains. “I feel completely confident in this project. Before, there’d always been an element of me that was unsure… but not now.”

Working from his home studio in Hertfordshire, On Man has patiently developed his sound, assembling a unique creative cosmology in the process. As a child, he grew up surrounded by the sounds of his mother’s record collection, vintage pop from the Beach Boys, Michael Jackson, and the Pet Shop Boys. Diving into alt rock as a teen, his adolescence was spent pouring over record sleeves by PJ Harvey and Sonic Youth, before developing a thirst for electronic abstraction. “Making noise beautiful really appeals to me,” he smiles.

At its core, however, On Man is about connection. As left-field as some of his sonic impulses are, the producer wants to sculpt something melodic and open. “I just love good pop songs!” he exclaims. “The simple ones about love are the ones I’ve connected with.”

Yet if On Man’s debut album is about love, then it concentrates on its absence. For a while there, he was ready to place his sketches to one side, before the loss of a parent shattered his world, and left him in desperate need to process his emotions. “The idea of being an actual artist felt a bit silly for a while,” he admits. “So I stepped away. But then my mum died, and that had an enormous impact on my life. It completely changed the way I looked at my older material. And I basically started writing again.”

“Losing my mother changed the framework of those songs – a lot of them are about loss more generally, the end of a relationship, or losing your sense of self. When you go through a really intense period of grief or trauma, you can forget about what it’s like to be a person.”

A profound, engaging, and cathartic experience, On Man’s debut album works because it uses the cracks to let the light in; it’s the fusion of white amid the black that makes his songwriting so powerful. “This isn’t a concept album about grief,” he points out. “I think – in a way – the shock freed me to explore the loss of a sense of self. And equally, much of the album has been collaborative, so I’ve been able to explore my own position from the vantage point of other people, with completely different life experiences.”

If On Man’s world was broken by the solitary nature of grief, it was pieced together by the power of collaboration. Guests would drop by, gently pushing his music into fresh spaces; take the rap bars of F-M-M-F on ‘Squares And Triangles’ for example, or the incredible songwriting talent of HAELOS’ Lottie Benardout. On a more subtle level, there’s the contributions of On Man’s Herts neighbour Phil Plested – a hugely successful songwriter who recently worked on Bastille’s No. 1 album ‘Give Me The Future’.

“A lot of these songs have this conversational element, like one person talking to another. It’s like a work of prose, really,” he insists. “Collaboration stopped me navel-gazing, stopped me being morose and self-absorbed.”

Gradually, the album came into focus. By day, On Man was busy soundtracking massive projects for cinema and TV. At night, though, he was pinning down the fleeting feelings that come with loss. There’s a difference, though, between working to commission, and setting your own boundaries. It’s a fine line, he says, between obeying the whims of others, and truly expressing yourself on record. “There’s often a time limit with commissioned work,” he comments. “Whereas with my own work, I’ll spend two days on a kick-drum if I want. I’ve got the luxury of time – I can work in a slow, iterative way.”

A truly multi-dimensional project, On Man’s debut album will be accompanied by a flurry of ambitious, cinematic clips. The producer has directed some of these himself, as well as working in conjunction with guest director Ian Roderick Gray for others. Every bit as involving as the music itself, the clips have a riveting sense of emotional depth. ‘Survive This’ stars Christopher Fairbank and Tim Bentinck, while Keeley Forsyth was recruited for ‘United’ – only after the producer cold-called the actress himself, urging her to take part.

A carefully defined record yet one also imbued with remarkable depth, everything about On Man’s debut album feels pointed and exact – nothing is left to chance, granting his work an incredible sense of power. “I’m not really into long albums,” he smiles. "All of my favourite albums are short. I always wanted this to be as concise as possible and so I kept asking myself: what’s the smallest amount of information that can be used to get the feeling across?”

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released July 15, 2022

Andrew James Gannon, Philip Plested, Robert Matthew Taylor, Thomas Moore, Femi Mathias-Moriba Falola, Matt Woods, Charlotte Benardout, Rachel Moulden,

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